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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Sunday, April 02, 2006 8:01 PM
long time didnt update le. haha. sian half. my dad going overseas now le.yeah. happy. alone at home til 11th. musical is over and i stepped down on the 1st april. it's not april fool! sad sad sad. but doubt i will go back. no one will want me back de la. was touched by the people crying on the 31st after the musical. really missed it loads. but it's over. sigh.

for the whole week, many things happened. for three days, i felt so useless. it's like FAILURE! idiotic, the feeling. stupid feeling. just can't reason out why is it that i have to feel this way. sigh. this week didn't manage to complete my 20hours STUDY RULE becuase of the rehearsals. so i'm determined to make up this week. hahas. i'm motivated to rise up. i WILL and i CAN!

seriously, starting from tomorrow, i won't go to your house so often le bahs. i just hope that you will not be so lazy and study la. don't regret like i do. i regretted not studying hard enough in sec2 and ended up in the class that i do not want to be. DONT'T REGRET!

today went to church in business wear. everyone in my zone look so cool. ahha. and i've got new meis, Sylvia, Ting Hui and Clarice. ahahs. all very smart one lor, take pure science. haha. i will take care of them! haha. then received a cake and a notebook from the zone. thanks guys. second year to celebrate. thanks!! and i saw a miracle happen in my church today! woots. someone who felt numb every where and more than 30doctors can't diagnose anything, yet under the power and healing of God, she recovered at least half. and she will continue to recieve power. is God not great?! only when you come and seek then you will experience Him in your own life and personally too.

my back is killing me. it's getting much more pain than ever. the every step i took is the every knock that i experience on my back against the flesh. do not know what happened. perhaps i will see a doctor tomorrow or what. sigh. wasting my money la! argh